Ψ Me&Myself Ψ

2012-02-15T03:50:00.000-08:00

Time will pass .
These days will pass .
Sad days will go ,
happy days will come.

2012-02-15T03:49:00.000-08:00

I love to joke around , I JUST LOVE TO .
sorry if that annoys you .

2012-02-15T03:37:00.001-08:00

Don't you feel the change ?!
I felt it and i hate it .

Only got 1 question in mind :
Whatdafuck you treat us as ?!
Answer me this .

2012-02-14T05:14:00.001-08:00

even my dad says im not a girl .
wattheshyt .
what you waan me to do sia .

2012-02-14T04:55:00.000-08:00

Playing around uhhh ...
Had a great valentines today , spamming photo with my clique (Y)

2012-02-14T04:53:00.001-08:00

Buhbye .
Hhahahs .

2012-02-12T00:45:00.000-08:00

5% left .
Finishing soon .
Awaits the 0% day .

2012-02-12T00:44:00.000-08:00

I realize , i'm just jealous .
And its redundant .

2012-02-09T05:58:00.000-08:00

Too sensitive perhaps .
But don't you think its different ?
Hais , what exactly you treating us as ?
You are ok without us anyway right ?
kns.

2012-02-09T05:56:00.001-08:00

What if one day we are not friends anymore ?!
what if ...
What if ...
What if ...

2012-02-07T07:31:00.000-08:00

Dun be shock if 1 day we drift ...
really, dun be ...

2012-02-07T07:08:00.000-08:00

Its different alr larhx .
kns .
you different, you also different .
everybody different already larhx ...

and its oyr class that is having the fking problem .
really .
different alr lehh .
kns ehh .... =.=

2012-02-06T06:28:00.001-08:00

What has it gonna do with us ?!
we force you ?! Omg , wat the hell are you talking about ?!
you wanna say or dun wanna say is your fking problem ,
so now you are saying is coz of us , and you are not saying anythingy ?!
watthehell larhx horhx .
it doesnt make any sense man .
you wanna say jiu say , dun wanna say jiu dun say ,
WAT HAS IT GONNA DO WITH US ?!
As in , you say means , say nicely , NO BODY CALL YOU SCOLD AT THE POINT YOU OPEN YOUR MOUTH RITE ?!
You say we all give black face when you talk , BUT THINK , WAT THE HELL YOU SAID .
YOU ARE NOT EVEN TALKING , THE WORDS COMING OUT FROM YOUR MOUTH ARE ARE ARE , I BWG.
AND YOU EXPECT US TO GIVE YOU NICE FACE ?! OMG , YOU GOT PROBLEM SERIOUSLY .
I HAD ENOUGH EHH ....
You are always the one going around spreading stuffs about us , OMG , ISSIT SMTH GOOD TO SPREAD ?!
HE RINKING WITH HIS FRIENDS YOU ALSO WANNA SPREAD TO THE WHOLE WORLD ?!
YOUR HIGH BP, OMG , BEST , THE WHOLE PLACE KNOWS ALR ,
YOU SAY WE GO HERE GO THERE KPO , XIA SUAY, EHH EHH EHH LOOKS WHOS TALKING ,
YOU ARE THE ONE THAT IS GOING AROUND, KPO-ING XIA SUAY-ING YOURSELF .
WATTHEHELL .
AND THERES NTH WE CAN SAY WHEN WE GET OFFENDED ,
YOU CAN GIVE BLACK FACE WE CANNOT ?!
YOU CAN ANGRY WE CANNOT ?!
EHH PLEASE , YOU HUMAN I ALSO HUMAN RITE ?!
HOW COME YOU HAVE THE RIGHTS TO GIVE BLACK FACE AND ANGRY , AND WE CANT ??!
AND ALSO TODAY , I TALK TO YOU NICELY , WAT REPLY YOU GIIVE ME ?!
SERIOUSLY . I DID NTH TO YOU EHH , WHOS WORST ?!
I NEVER GIVE YOU BLACK FACE FOR NO REASON !
YOU ARE THE ONE !!
STOP PUSHING ALL THE FKING BLAME TO US ,
BE RESPONSIBLE , YOU MAN !!!
YOUR ACTIONS , YOU BE RESPONSIBLE ,
AND BE RESPONSIBLE WITH YOUR MOUTH TOO .
SAY WAT IS SUPPOSED TO BE SAID ,
BU GAI SHOU DERHX BU YAO SHOU,
MAI XIA SUAY YOURSELF IN FRONT OF EVERYBODY .
YOU ALWAYS SAY I GO OUT WITH MY FRIENDS = KPO , OMG , LOOK AT YOURSELF 1ST CAN ?!
SERIOUSLY , EXAM PERIOD, AND ALL THIS SHYT COCK UP , FUCK SIA .
PISSED TTM .
IDIOT .

2012-02-04T07:19:00.001-08:00

Still. #fml

2012-02-04T07:18:00.001-08:00

Even she has it , whyy cant i have 1 too ?!

2012-02-04T07:16:00.000-08:00

Please don't let me feel that im not important to you anymore.

2012-02-04T07:15:00.001-08:00

Being more understanding is what i need to learn man .

2012-02-04T07:05:00.000-08:00

Always putting on a smile ,
but who knows how i really feel ?!
Who knows what i really want ?!
Who can i turn to at this point in time ,
WHEN NOBODY HAVE THE TIME FOR ME .
Hais ... i understand its the busy period for everybody now ...

Holiday, you faster come can ?!
I miss you badly =/

And, yesh , please take note that i do get jealous .
IM A FKING NORMAL PERSON ,
WHO IS LIKE YOU .
who wants 1 too .
Thus , I DO GET JEALOUS .

2012-01-26T07:54:00.001-08:00

Bet you didnt notice it .
i dunnoe how to say uhh .

hais ...
i think i shall change the mindset im having now ,
if not , i believe it will become worst .

2012-01-26T07:52:00.001-08:00

Shall not chapp in and talk now ...
i dun seems to fit into there yo ...
im not like her , can talk to everyone .
Hais... you are just not sensitive enough .
okiee fine , maybe im the one that is too sensitive .
#fml.

2012-01-24T22:32:00.000-08:00

Hais, so screwed .
1st psychology lecture .
suppose to go with SAMANTHA QUAH , in the end the time got messed up .
she thought i going at 10 , i thought she going at 6 .
hell .

den lunch .
TODAY IS FKING WEDS, SUPPOSE TO GO LUNCH WITH ONG YONG SIANG.
AND I I I I HELL-LY FORGET TO TELL HIM I GOT NO LESSON IN THE MORNING AND AM NOT GOING LUNCH WITH HIM .
hell x2 .

And when i thought bad things are over , comes another one =.=

Csas miss chew consultation is cancelled .
AND I NEHH INFORM JANEZ LIM .
AND SHE LEAVE HOUSE ALR .
WIN
WIN
WIN

hell x3 .

WAT A DAY FOR ME MAN !

ONLY THING THAT IVE DONE CORRECTLY IS TO MEET UP WITH SAKEENAGON .
THATSSSSS ALLLL !!

OMG
OMG
OMG
OMG
OMG
OMG
OMG
OMG
OMG

SCREWED SIA !!!!

BECOZ OF ME , 3 PEOPLE GOT AFFECTED .
KILL ME LARHX SERIOUSLY .

2012-01-22T11:30:00.000-08:00

Sometimes... Stilll....
i hate myself for that .
i never seems to change .

2012-01-22T11:29:00.001-08:00

Cant deny that this is the best online "place" i can say watever i wan .
I love my blog.
always there for me , no matter wat time it is =)

2012-01-22T11:26:00.000-08:00

Foresee that tomoro will be a boring day .
and theres nobody i can text ...
sad-ed ...

Shall emo in 1 corner on the 1st day of the Lunar New Year.
#foreveralone.

a part of my heart still hopes that it would happen, although its kinda obvious that i wont.

What a life i got.

2012-01-22T11:25:00.001-08:00

Seriously, what am i to you ?!

2012-01-16T16:06:00.000-08:00

I wanna be myself .

2012-01-16T15:39:00.000-08:00

I stress is my problem .
im kinda sorry to trouble you with it .
Stress-die-me.
Fk.

2012-01-16T15:36:00.001-08:00

You are not the best person who i want to tell me secrets to ,
but just nice, when i needed a listening ear,
you are always there .
i should learn to control more of my emotions ,
not to let them out so easily .
Shall not trouble others with my troubles .

2012-01-16T05:00:00.000-08:00

I don't it seriously ,
whyy a person can change her/his crush so quickly .
To me , if i like a person , ill make sure i really like him before i tell anybody like " Heyy i like this guy "
But whyy can you change so fast ?!
Or i shall put it that way , you are forever happening.
If you have settled your mind that you wont want to get in it ,
then whyy bother getting yourself into these troubles ?
Just put all your heart and soul into studying and you will do fine man ...
I think to me , i take very long to like a person , take very very very long to forget also .
Thus if you are like that , like wat j always say , you still quite childish in this matter.
Therefore , Grow up and and stop yourself from getting hurt again .
Cheers.

2012-01-15T09:00:00.000-08:00

I dunnoe .
having such friends just spoil my mood.

2012-01-15T08:56:00.001-08:00

You like your own bias group sua .
just dun come and like mine can alr .
leave my bias group alone .
if they are not good enough for you , dun bother listening to them .
stick with your bias group barhx ...

2012-01-15T08:53:00.000-08:00

You think its nice doesnt mean i think its nice too .
you bias , i also can bias derhx wat .
zhong er yan zhi ,
i think who best its my problem .
you dun come and gl me with your idols .

2012-01-14T05:31:00.001-08:00

Not everything can say out derhx wat .
wanna say also cannot you know ?!

2012-01-14T05:27:00.000-08:00

Quite jealous actually .
Sometimes i feel that ,
" Wow , even she have that kind of good treatment , what about me ?! "
I dunnoe .
I wanna know , what do you see me as man .
I sure , how i see you and how you see me is pretty different ,
which is pretty sad.
Avoiding is surely not a good choice .
but there is no way i can face it .
#FML.

2012-01-14T05:23:00.000-08:00

Homeworks homeworks and more homeworks .
Lack of sleep alr larhx .

2012-01-14T05:19:00.000-08:00

Idiots .
You don't even respect us in the first place .
How could you do that ?
Laughing like nobody's business .
You didn't even contribute to it and you still can laugh your way out like that .
You still have to fking face to do so .
This sure shows how thick your skin is .
Asking for good results is not the solution .
This only shows how pathetic you are , by begging for marks .
And i'm not going to fall for it , definitely going to mark you down .
So if you have high expectations , GOOD LUCK .

2012-01-07T19:46:00.000-08:00

Quite jealous actually =X

2012-01-07T19:15:00.000-08:00

Friends means friends .
Nothing MORE , nothing less .

2012-01-07T19:10:00.001-08:00

Irritating brother in the house =.=

2012-01-07T09:12:00.000-08:00

"Pointing out another person's weakness does not make you strong. "

I shall bear with you ...

However i have my limit ...

PLEASE DO NOT BE TOO OVERBOARD.

2012-01-07T09:03:00.001-08:00

Moodswings .

2012-01-07T08:56:00.000-08:00

Saying " Look on the bright side ! "
doesnt really solve the problem ,
its just changing an angle to view the problem ,
OVERALL ITS STILL A PROBLEM , UNSOLVED PROBLEM .

2012-01-06T21:35:00.000-08:00

Frankly , it feels good .
real good.
=)

2012-01-02T00:23:00.003-08:00

Issit possible to collect back all the cards i've made for my fren ?!
I WANNA READ THEM AGAIN LEHH =(

2012-01-02T00:01:00.000-08:00

Im not suppose to , not suppose to miss you .

2011-12-30T21:22:00.000-08:00

You never try , you'll never know know .
The more try, the more you'll know =)

Anw,
Last day of the year.
The day , really kept me thinking , wat i've been through this year ...
Many thingys happen ...
Olevel results at the start of the year ,
getting my posting results to TP .
TP week 0 orientation camp .
Making new frens .
to handling my school work .
so many many things that happen this year,
Good ones , bad ones , wow , many many .

New year , new start.
Hope everything will go smoothly in 2012 !

Perhaps i've watched too much show ,
those shows really really kinda make think alot .
way too much i suppose .
I used to keep rewatching those drama ,
but now, smth is stopping me from doing so ,
Perhaps its a good thing, so i won't spend so much time on it .
Well, really the After effect of watching it over and over again , only makes me think alot ,
" WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY " MANY MANY WHYYYYs APPEARING .
*shakehead*
Conclusion : DUN WATCH =.=

Perhaps, you are really not the one for me .
Its been awhile .
Note to myself : Let it go .
Last day of the year, Last day thinking of you .
I hope i can do it .
Fighting.

2011-12-30T21:06:00.000-08:00

Last day of the year, Last day thinking of you .

2011-12-30T01:07:00.000-08:00

New year coming soon .
New year , new me =)
Promise myself to fully let it go =)
LET IT GO !
Since there is only 1 conclusion to it .

2011-12-26T04:04:00.000-08:00

I can say i've put in all my heart and soul to make it .
and i believe ill do a great job, and it will look nice, presentable after its done .
i believe that if i put in effort in doing it , the person who receive it will definitely feel it .

unlike you , giving the Im-Forced-To-Do feeling or I-Got-Do-Can-Alr attitude,
and produce a no quality piece of work ,i think the person who receive your gift will not be happie too ...
try putting yourself in their shoes, would you like to receive such a thing ?
frankly , after 10 years, 20 years, where will your gift be ?! If lucky, it'll land in the recycle bin on your desktop . Unlucky ?! Deleted .
so whats the use of making that ?!
what i can say is , ITS YOUR RESPONSIBILITY .
STOP GIVING EXCUSES AND THROWING IT TO OTHERS.
ITS YOUR FK-ING JOB, NOT OURS ?!
We will do out part , SO PLEASE DO YOURS TOO.
DO NOT TAKE US FOR GRANTED .

Im really unhappie with your attitude .
i wont get myself into all this crap anymore .
i do it this time coz of my fren.

I spend time , effort and money on it , and i didnt even ask for the money back alr , so stop calling me to do this and that assuming that im super willing to do it .
please reflect on yourself.

2011-12-17T23:10:00.001-08:00

Somethings, i just cant get myself to say it out .
and keeping inside me is kinda killing me.

Getting myself to put on a smile whenever im out of the house,
thats the only way, isnt it ?!
Cheers.

2011-12-17T23:10:00.000-08:00

Stop stop stop !
Control Control Control !
NO NO NO NO NO NO !

2011-12-17T06:27:00.000-08:00

Alright, its been awhile i guess !
Woooohoo, guess its finally over .

Had too much until sick of getting more you noe .

Dreaming for smth impossible can be tiring.

2011-12-13T23:54:00.000-08:00

Thunder + alone at home + Watch talk show = Excess thinking , think too much .

Going emotional .

2011-12-13T23:51:00.000-08:00

Constantly posting knowing that nobody will visit here ~

2011-12-13T23:43:00.001-08:00

Feel like grabbing up my phone,
to send you a text saying ,
I MISS YOU .

2011-12-12T23:27:00.000-08:00

What a dreams.
trust me its really a night mare.
im really glad superduper happie its a nightmare !
the dream is rather real,
scare , real scared.
='(

2011-12-11T04:37:00.000-08:00

Exams tomoro ...
confirm die ....
canmt seems to study ehh !
GG.com.xy man ...

Sometimes i wonder ,
what am i to you ?!
what do you treat me as ?!
how do you see me ?!
im curious.
i just wanna noe, really.

maybe by telling me those , i can tell you how important you are in my life ...

2011-12-08T05:44:00.000-08:00

i think eventually ,
eventually ...
drift.

2011-12-08T05:16:00.000-08:00

I guess ,
Im really nothing to you ...
a super minor minor minor role in your life.

I hate the feeling when i have nobody to turn to .
The time i needed somebody there for me , i dunnoe really know who to look for ...
Somehow i got a feeling like, you actually doesnt seems to care about what the hell im saying ...

Everytime you tried, you failed .
Everytime you failed, you try again .
Everytime you try again, you fail again.
After a long run , you will eventually get tired of it , and stop trying.

Seriously, sometimes i wonder , whats the point ?!

2011-12-06T05:12:00.000-08:00

Until the day, my answer is not you anymore , ill be free ...

2011-12-06T04:11:00.001-08:00

I can do it right ?!
Should have more confidence in myself about it too right ?!
So... Can I do it ?!

2011-12-05T07:38:00.000-08:00

How ?!
How ?!
How ?!
How ?!
How ?!
How ?!
How ?!
How ?!
How ?!
How ?!

2011-12-05T07:32:00.000-08:00

TERM TEST COMING = STRESS COMING.
Same old people at there give out the stress ~~~~~~~~
Trying hard to ignore.
i want to ignore.
Hope you wont come and talk to me about how well prepared you are or , how "UNPREPARED" you are ... Appreciate much, Thanks.

2011-12-03T07:05:00.001-08:00

Enjoyed my day out .
A secret outing that im not suppose to tell them ...
hopefully i dun slip that out next week man ...
Fun day today anyway ...
the ice-cream was awesome <3

but back to reality .

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2011-12-02T08:03:00.000-08:00

Weighing scale don't lie.

Normal person who feels the same as everyone else.
Normal person who wants the thing that everyone wants.
Normal person who need what everyone need.

2011-11-29T08:28:00.001-08:00

Really, sometimes its really ,
YOU HAPPIE JIU HAO ...
How i feel doesnt matter rite ?

2011-11-29T06:22:00.000-08:00

...
i guess thats whyy ...
at least i feel better ..
thanks.

2011-11-29T05:42:00.000-08:00

Its not gonne last ...
Its gonna change.
Its not gonne last ...
Its gonna change.
Its not gonne last ...
Its gonna change.
Its not gonne last ...
Its gonna change.
Its not gonne last ...
Its gonna change.
Its not gonne last ...
Its gonna change.
Its not gonne last ...
Its gonna change.

2011-11-29T05:37:00.000-08:00

Tmr wed,
fc lab.
sux.
kinda hate wed.
tmr confirm no good mood.
lika sian ....
lunch tmr confirm also ...
hais........
arggg

2am didnt win ...
sad.

sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian

whyy whyy whyy whyy whyy whyy whyy whyy whyy whyy whyy ...
no answer to those whyy ...

moody.

2011-11-28T06:15:00.000-08:00

Im just a average student studying in poly, getting average results ,
and was surrounded by the smart ones who are getting over 3gpa.

2011-11-28T02:35:00.000-08:00

Sometimes i just dun get you ...
Sometimes i just dun get you ...
Sometimes i just dun get you ...
Sometimes i just dun get you ...
Sometimes i just dun get you ...
Sometimes i just dun get you ...
Sometimes i just dun get you ...
Sometimes i just dun get you ...
Sometimes i just dun get you ...
Sometimes i just dun get you ...

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By thinking everyday but not doing it does work .
Actions speak louder den words.
All i have to do is control .
Easier said den done though.

2011-11-27T07:25:00.000-08:00

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2011-11-27T07:23:00.000-08:00

wheres the motivation ?!
Theres not much motivation ...
Probably its coz i dun wish to face the hell stress .
Peer pressure =.=
Hais...

Its Useless.

2011-11-25T06:21:00.001-08:00

BMic quiz today ...
aimed to do well .. but i guess ...
fat hope.
paper over 24, hoping to get 18 .
HOPE ONLY -.-
But ohh well at least i didnt sit beside ____ .

Should not interfere with her problems though,
but i think they are abit too harsh .
Hope she settle her problems soon,
and hope thats it wont affect her term test that is coming up in a couple of weeks time.

Was on the phone with rachel just now ,
i miss her like hell ...
hearing that she is moving away to yio chu kang makes me sad =(
Wats more is that she tells me she's maybe going overseas for 5 years for her studies,
upon hearing that , wow, i miss her so badly ...
Were close friends since sec 1 ...
sit together in class and stuffs.
if i didnt make that wrong move then , i bet we would be closer =(
Ohh welll, conclusion, i miss her fullstop

My care person once said ,
secondary school friend are those who you wont forget ,
and those who go through the think and thins with you are also from your secondary school clique.
I have to agreee with her ...
until now , its been a year plus since ive graduate from damai ,
and i have to say, i really cant imagine the days without my fellow damai clique ...
cyminton , mentals ... class ... canoeing ...
wow, they made my life full of colours .
I miss the times when i was in my maroon colour uniform , tie black shoes and my Councillor badge ...
or the times when i swing my shoe bad to and fro while walking at bedok reservoir going for my canoe training ...
those are really the best time in my school life.
happily canoeing , happily going to school .
The times when Olevel seems like the world's hardest paper and we study like shyttt ...
the days we took back our results in the school hall ...
the tears of joy of my fellow friend, and some some some ... REALLY IS CRYING COZ CMI KIND.
i rmbed i cried too upon seeing the D appear on my results slip.
but wow whyy am i posting all this ?!
HECK CARE I SHALL CONTINUE.
The days i slack at bedok reservoir floating platform.
staying back for mrs chen amaths lesson ...
wow, MEMORIES , WONDERFUL MEMORIES.
well there are bad ones too , BUT I SHALL NOT MENTION THOSE.
but however , no matter how bad the memory is , one day , you would sure think back about it and appreciate that it happen, as becoz of that , there will be up and down in your life , and thats wat makes it fun .
at this point in time , i would nvr miss any chance where i could meet up with my sec school frens.
Really, with them , its really carefree, time where i can really relax and play.
poly life is too stress for me .
where every moment " I'M JUST NOT GOOD ENOUGH" just keeps appearing in my mind.
Where you got a feeling like you are the worst student ever kind.
thus, stress =.=
i hate it .
SEC SCHOOL BEST LARHX =/

LONGEST POST yet, since the day i started blogging again ...

2011-11-23T07:02:00.000-08:00

This time round im gonna show you,
i can do it .
not by copying, but studying for it .

2011-11-22T07:40:00.000-08:00

you're stressing me,
i doubt you even notice.

you're stressing me,
i doubt you even notice.

you're stressing me,
i doubt you even notice.

you're stressing me,
i doubt you even notice.

you're stressing me,
i doubt you even notice.

you're stressing me,
i doubt you even notice.

you're stressing me,
i doubt you even notice.

you're stressing me,
i doubt you even notice.

you're stressing me,
i doubt you even notice.

you're stressing me,
i doubt you even notice.

2011-11-22T05:47:00.001-08:00

Just hate it when people didnt put in effort to study , what they do is just copy and end up they get higher marks conpared to others.
wat kind of hell theory is this ?!
Thats so unfair, dun you think so ?!
Quite piss about it .

No matter wat , im not gonna let this to continue on,
i believe the more effort you put in your studies, it would definitely shows on the day we get back our results.
You wait until then and see .
until den you will noe that copying in EVERY SINGLE TEST IS F USELESS.

Back to the happie part,
TMR IS WEDNESDAY ,
im always looking forward to wednesday lunch, most relief hour of the day,
most carefree.
i love it man.

alright i shall get back to my report writing .
FC SUX TTM, But no choice die die ( Obligate xD) must do ...
that indian 'mona lisa' confirm kp if i didnt hand it up rite ?!

hais ...

ciaoozzzzzzzzzzz.....

2011-11-21T04:27:00.000-08:00

letting your mind controlling you is bad,

arent you suppose to control your mind instead ?!

Its just super meaningless thiinking of those now man ...

something that wont have a single chance of happening...

No Use, No Point .

Looking forward to the day i can really let go ...

2011-11-20T04:42:00.001-08:00

seriously, FUCK .
not in the mood to handle all this shyt ...

i hate the stress coming from everywhere.

im a normal person who feels the stress alright =.=

idiot.

2011-11-20T03:22:00.000-08:00

Like as if you care ...
i really doubt you will give a damn about it ...

2011-11-19T06:37:00.001-08:00

i just hate it .

its been so long.

how long more den i can finally say im over it ?

wow, i sux.

im jus not good enough.

that 3 letters ...

im getting used to that 3 letters alr, but whyy sometimes sometimes sometimes still .. ... ... i hate it . D=

2011-11-17T07:20:00.001-08:00

Its like theres nobody to turn to at this moment ...

feels really bad ...
but oh well, thats the purpose of blogging again ...
i have a place to blog , and no people will see it ...

How good rite ?!
, no difference from talking to the wall ...

real bad mood now ..

dunnoe is coz tired alr or coz of smth else.

aiyahh wat ever larhx ...

bad mood jiu dui liao =.-

2011-03-08T19:15:00.000-08:00

frankly, I HATE MY LIFE.

2011-01-31T09:11:00.001-08:00

tian uhh....

nose bleed too much recently....

its been awhile since my nose bleeds.

jialat...

my nose used to bleed alot when im a kid.

>.<

anw...

whole week no work, in seoul garden.

have to go my dad's place to work.

tired.tired.

and wednesday many is going back to damai....

i cant go back...

miss frenz larhx...

wanna meet sakeenagon also !

like wat i said, working left me no freedom.

LOL.

when im working, cant go out,

when i off, too tired to go out

WTF

... ... ... ...

ohh ohh,

sunday sunday sunday,

after work.

at eunos mrt station !

saw mdm joleen AGAIN !

enjoy chatting with her wors.

she this week going MS work sia...

but i off this whole week !

cant see her liao.

and she going back china after CNY, for a month...

and im quitting liao...

bo chance see chat with her lo.

hahas.

and ya, i quitting.

mdm sharon and auntie keep call me stay =.-

god...

im still quitting...

LOL.

and astri going back liao.

will miss her...

tian uhh, why i keep missing galss..

LOL.

sakeenagon, mdm joleen, astri !

LOL!

weird me.

ohh ohh, and i cut my hair.

SHORT.

cannot tie kind.

but the style kinda weird.

LOL.

very different from last time (duh~)

yeahh...

hope itll grow nicer before school starts. ! ><

ohh ohh and and,

miss school.

totally.

SCHOOL, PLEASE START SOON !

MISSYOUTTM

2011-01-22T20:32:00.000-08:00

bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored ... ... .. .................

3 more days to posting results release.

.... ....

Hope for the best ...

and prepare for the worst...

LOL.LOL.LOL.LOL.

CHINESE NEW SOON.

i dunnoe how exciting this year's CNY would be.

but preparing for the worsts, im gonna bring my tiny lappy out.

in case im bored, PPS can be my entertainment =)

and i went out with ivy and astri ytd... fun going out with them ...

went orchard, taka derhx breeks. woohoo saw mdm christ.

LOL.

im crazy.

LOL.

YouTube IU with Jo Kwon !!! Good DayJan 16 2011

2011-01-22T05:55:00.000-08:00

Jokwon, cannot jealous, Ga In waiting for you =XX

[Full HD 1080p] Baby Baby SNSD Live

2011-01-21T08:18:00.000-08:00

suddenly saw this on youtube.
thought its nice ^^
although it seems like its out long long time ago !
if sakeena sees this, shes gonna say im SUPERDUPER slow. xD

[HD] GaIn (Brown Eyed Girls) & JoKwon (2AM) - We Fell in Love (100109 | MC)

2011-01-20T07:56:00.000-08:00

REMEMBER ADAM COUPLE !!
We Fell In Love ~~

(( ADAM COUPLE FOREVER ))

[HD] 100724 2AM JoKwon-The Day of Confessing my Love(Chi Sub)

2011-01-20T07:55:00.000-08:00

REMEMBER ADAM COUPLE ~~
The Of Confessing My Love, live stage.

(( ADAM COUPLE FOREVER ))

[110120] IU - Good Day @ 20th SMA

2011-01-20T07:46:00.000-08:00

i thought this IU song is nice,
i heard this song long ago, 1st time introducing out, hahas,
nice song ^^
even BEAST like it ^^ view the video ^^

110120 [HQ] CN Blue - I'm A Loner+Love Love Love Live

2011-01-20T07:38:00.000-08:00

GoGoGo CNBlue,
seohyun looking at you o, yonghwa ^^ JyJys ^^

((2Oth SMA))

[110120] SNSD - Run Devil Run + Hoot @ 20th SMA

2011-01-20T07:36:00.000-08:00

RUN DEVIL RUN !!
and HOOT ^^
duh ~ by SNSD =)

((20th SMA))

[CLIP] 110120 BEAST - SHOCK

2011-01-20T07:33:00.000-08:00

ANOTHER BEAST's LOL! XD

((20th SMA))

[CLIP] 110120 BEAST - SOOM

2011-01-20T07:31:00.000-08:00

BEAST BEAST !!
their song damn nice. ^^

(( 20th SMA))

110120 2am performance

2011-01-20T07:19:00.000-08:00

*scream* !!!!

(( 20th SMA))

2011-01-20T06:52:00.000-08:00

went sakae today.
nice day out,
eat sakae, drink koi.
shoik.
went home 1st with xinhuii, talk alot on the way home.
hehe.

tmr, working 12-5 ^^
and dye-ing hair tmr ^^
hahas.

sat going out with ivy, katty, astri ^^Y
going Taka seoul garden i think ^^
they my new frenx ^^

6more days to posting results release...
hope ill "score" well too... =)

days are getting more and more boring...
bored bored bored bored bored bored !!
FML?

2011-01-20T06:45:00.000-08:00

theres nth bad being a les,
theres nth bad being a gay,
theres nth bad dating someone older den you,
theres nth bad dating someone younger den you,

as long as you are happie.
dont you think so?

2011-01-15T09:07:00.000-08:00

didnt work today.
suppose to work.
but hand pain so i called seoul garden to ask for off.

went out with Er Yi, San Yi, Xiao yi, joyce, Jiajun, joyce's brother, and my my brother just now.
go TM.
went there to get new year clothes.
this is the happiest new year shopping.
i can get the clothes i like, and not wat they like.
they always wan me to wear those girl tpye derhx shirt.
those small size derhx, ohh please, i cant fit into that man,
even if i can fit into it , i look like .... kns. LOL.
but today.
i can get shirt that i can fit into derhx ^^
i can wear them when i get into poly ^^
and i even get a pink shirt today =)
LOL.
but still today is the best new year shopping.
i used to hate chinese new year shoppings.
coz im force to wear those weird shirts, which i dun like larhx.
my big arms, the small sleeve = uncomfortable. =.-
LOL.
so Zhong Er Yan Zhi, happie.
=)

i watch WGM just now.
Adam couple last ep.
totally sad.
i cry.
i bear to see them part.
='(
and i didnt expect their part to be so short,
the producers cut alot =.-
KNN.
jokwon is so sweet.
the event he prepared.
as exactly the same as wat Ga in noona had prepared for him during his birthday.
and the part went they are in the history room.
those pictures they took.
are all memories.
photos of when they were in bali for their wedding photo shoot,
when ga in was without make-up ( pretty, innocent)
when they went ski-ing.
bla bla bla.
the couple bear which is a voice recorder, it records wat ga in wanna say to kwonnie.
adam couple cant be just a virtual couple rite?
how can jokwon bear to leave pretty/innocent ga in?
how can ga in bear to leave her cute/muscular husband?
but, still even though there wont be anymore adam couple on WGM,
adam couple will always stay in the hearts of their fans( which includes me ! ) ... ...
i dunnoe if ill still watch WGM without adam couple.
i dun really watch Khuntoria couple derhx, and Yongseo couple is not as interesting as Adam's.
and even if theres a new couple, will it be as funnie/interesting/attractive as the Adam's?
sad larhx.
LOL...
im weird, a show only and im so serious bout it.
LOL.
but still,
ADAM COUPLE FOREVER !
.
ADAM COUPLE FIGHTING !!

2011-01-14T08:26:00.000-08:00

long time no post.

work today.
normal day of working.

nth much happen today during work,

long time no post, co recently was bothered my the dumb JAE.

today, 14th jan is last day.

and i just submit it today.

hopefully, i can get in my 1st choice

i wan get in my 1st choice, since its near.

and, should i stop working?

i dunnoe, really.

more advices pls...

somemore, today mdm sharon ask me when i can work till...

i tell her i dunnoe.

LOL.

mixed feeling.

>.< !

anw.

To seoul garden customers :

seoul garden is NOT a ROMANTIC place.

please DO NOT come to seoul garden and hug, kiss, touch,.

LOL.

I ALWAYS HAVE SHOW TO WATCH THERE DERHX MAN.

lol.

i always give 2 person to sit opposite each other derhx.

but eventually, the guy will go seat beside the gal during their desert time.
and show begins.

LOL.

so now, if its 2 person, and a guy a gal.

i just let them sit together. save trouble for the guy,

LOL.

but still do not come here and hug kiss touch.

wanna do those, find a quiet corner and do it there man.

LOL.

i hate tour groups.

they waste food.

dirty the place.

always ask for oil.

Always ask why they cannot change hot plate.=.-

always pay less less, and eat more more =.-

Take many many den cant finish.

=.-

seriously.

anw,

i like doing buffet counter actually.

i dunnoe why ivy, astri they all dun like.

i think its easier den doing float.

althought when closing that time got alot more to do ...

LOL. hope i get buffet counter tmr.

LOL.

2011-01-10T08:42:00.000-08:00

Olevel Results release.

wah, today, scare dao !!!
really,
coz b4 take results, mr toh got share the statistics marhx,
woh,
i see those % thingy,
seriously, i keep thinking inside my mind,
WILL I BE THE ONE FAILING,
wah, really,

coz before taking the results slip need sign beside your name.

my hand was shaking when im holding the hell pen,

i cant even sign =.-

i threw the pen, xin-yi beside me ask me, ehh, wat you doing, relax, sign.

and i anyhow sign,

"x" bcum 'y", "y" bcom "x" =.-

i dun even dare to see when i got the slip

ah min see it for me.

and she read it out.

-.-

she read until maths, "DSEVEN"

i chua tio, i jitao take my slip, walk out of the hall.

i 1st glance see my results, i jiu cry liao.

the slip seems ugly.

No A ( except chinese)

=.-

breakdown.

>.<

den joyce come,

she open the sealed thingy for my.

she say questioned me " YOU CRY WAT CRY, 13 POINTS STILL CRY "

wah, i heard 13 points, im like 0.0! <>

LOL.

anw, yongsiang, i didnt cry in front of you.

i wipe those tears before standing in front of you >.<"

hehe.

you still call me wipe my tears off...

LOL.

i wipe alr ya =)

but really.

i think ive done not bad liao larhx.

L1R4 : 13

ELR2B2-B : 19

ELR2B2-C : 16

but not eiligible for JC,

coz i fail humanities.

so cannot apply JC,

sad, cant fufill my mum wish.

but she very happie with my marks lerhx barhx.

at least im not the worst in both my maternal or paternal side.

happie liao.

i thought i would have to go reservior to cool down.

but i didnt even go there or used my lappy today.

good liao i thought,

Special Thanks To The Following People :

1) Parents

-let me study

2) Mrs Rose Chen

- My amaths from fail to pass to B

- always let us go D&I lab for extra lesson.

- always there for us to ask questions

-make lesson fun to learn

3) Chee Hao & Galfren (Tuition Chers)

- improve my physics/Chem/bio/amaths.

-still come to my house evn though i dun much to ask.

- force my do "moments" for physics (w=mg, a.c.m=c.m, moment= p.d x f {i think})

4) Mrs Jackie Chan

-let me think physics is fun and easy.

- always there for us to ask questions.

-lovable.(lol)

5) Mrs Lam Wai Mun.

-just wanna thank her.

- i always neh listen in her class, but still...

6) Friends

-teaches me stuff that i dun understand

Bio- sakeena

amaths- xinhuii

emaths- Xin-yi, Yee chin

chinese- (Blank)

english-sakeena, xin-yi

physics -

chem- xinhuii, ru ai, jon lie(lab)

geog- xinhuii, zihui.

SS - anba?

i think i miss out alot more people who helped.

7) Myself

-who studied ^^ ( at least abit)

and i thought, wow, olevel is finally over,

can relieve abit.

but i realise, cant relax lehh =.=

still need to choose poly to go to =.-

which is even tougher den doing the actual olevel paper =.-

i was filpping thorught the JAE booklet for an hour+

only fixed 1 course i wanna go, =.-

jialat, i dun think i can make up my mind b4 fri,

which is the last day of submission .

and this release of results shocked many.

many who have expected themselves to score well did not do as well.

and those who think themselves will do horrible, did pretty not bad.

well, like said, Olevel results are really unpredictable,

until the results is release, youll never noe how well/badly you scored.

and please, dun have too high hopes for yourselves,

be humble,

and everything will go smoothly.

this is wat happen to me,

wat i always wished it would happen ALWAYS DIDNT HAPPEN.

like positive way larhx

eg. like ill do well for this exam.

but end up i boarder-line pass =.-

i repeat, ALWAYS.

serious.

den when i always think on the nagative side, itll happen the opposite way.

eg Chinese olevel results, i thought ill score b3, in the end a.

yeahh.

this is true.

so next time i really think the nagative side jiu hao barhx.

probably, thingys will go much much much much smoothly yeah?

tomoro working.

i feel like quitting alr.

my mum call me quit also.

but i kinda miss the people there.

except him -.-

((( Stepping Stone In Life )))